Yeah when I was a kid, I thought I wanted eternal life. Then I started believing in Jesus Christ and believe I have / I had eternal life. Can I please take it back I was just a kid. I really want to die. I'm a modern day Job - with the boils removed. What do I have to do, curse the Holy Ghost?... Tried that... didn't kill me... any easy answers? I'm pretty lazy, though others would disagree... but what do they know?
well, since you have as much likelihood of being immortal as anyone else on the planet (i.e., none), you can probably relax.
RELAX? I still got a world of s**t to deal with in THIS life. I believe as life as change... so even rocks have life. I am the rock. Rock for brains.
I'm not legally desirealble. Drugs and drinking are the things that keep me sane or insane... make your own choice. Legality is to me, a wall... that I can't cross since I'm not suited for incarceration.
wine is sanity, in many respects. I can dig it. meantime, travel is very good for what ails. the harder the better.
Do something to take your mind off of things. Make out your will, write your obituary, pre-pay for your funeral.