As much as I appreciate the intentions of all who have replied to this thread's first post, I repeat what I wrote above. This is just an update and not a cry for help. I really have given up on all dating forever, so help me God, so there is no reason for me to post anything further in this thread. I thank all of you anyway.

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"Some people complain about the system. The system is not good, so they can't do anything. It's an excuse. Freedom is in your heart." (Jin Xing)