Babies in aborted fetus photos sure seem to be aware of the pain they are experiencing.

And besides, you are dodging the question. The fact is that, if you are not suicidal, you ARE happy that you weren't aborted and that you have the opportunity to live. However, think of all the joy in your life; you would NOT have that if you were aborted. No wife, no friends, no money, no amusement parks, no movies, no vacations, no swimming...nothing. You would just be a nonentity, which you acknowledge. But don't you think living is better than to never have lived?