ooooo! I'm really scared, Herk.
Nothing scares me more than dying.
Guess what? I believe I have a finite beginning and ending. That doesn't frighten me. I came to grips with the fact that I was going to die years ago. In fact, that was back in the days when I was far more likely to die, and I was getting shot at by gang members. Dying doesn't scare me nearly as much as living my life in fear.
I'm sorry that you are terrified of your own mortality.
