we can never really know. It's ok if you think religion is evil, it's your opinion and you are entitled to it. It's about faith and trust. I can tell you many occurances i have had when i felt the touch of God. Some people might call it something else like luck or fate(cant really say fate though, cuz that is close religion i think) or a coincidence, but to me, it means a whole lot more. Maybe you havent had that feeling, but Maybe you will.