My Second Life and other Secrets

Our text messages lead me to believe we have a new romance in the works. Even now my heart is pounding just thinking about our dinner date on Thursday. I stop breathing for a moment when she sends a text. Yeah, I'm feeling it big time this time. But I've learned to pull back and not get too carried away. In fact, number one taught me that - never become attached to the outcome. Smart girl!

However. I made it clear that I am quite enamored with her. She responded in kind. That's why I stopped breathing when her text came in. Whewww.

 

Plan a sex holiday and go someplace where it's legal. I was flying to Reno every weekend for 6 months.

If you plan to spend some serious money, you won't be disappointed. If you are going to do it, it's worth the price. But the top end ain't cheap! My long evenings were $2500 a pop.

My first time having sex in ten years was with two escorts. When they walked into the room, I had to sit down or I might have passed out. My legs got weak. It was almost too much to take. After ten years, these two goddesses sat before me and they were all mine for the weekend. It was a life changing experience.

 

Oh my, we closed the place out again tonight and had our first kiss as we said goodbye. And I can't stop thinking about it. I am feeling enchanted. I am feeling in love. What's more, she is really into me as well. This is definitely mutual. I think my long search may finally be over.

 

Three dates this week and we are having a blast. She came to my place last night. We had an awesome evening.

The other day I stopped at a bikini barista stand. The young lady and I started talking and I told her I'm a sugar daddy. REALLY?!?! she responded. "How does it work?" So I told her a little about it to which she replied, I've always wanted a sugar daddy. Then she did the funniest thing. She looked up to the left like her mind was a million miles away. She proceeded to quickly lift up her top exposing her breasts, quickly massaged them, and pulled her top back down.

The funniest part is that I don't think she was even aware of doing it. I didn't say a thing.

I had just told her how crazy I am about my new sb. I really don't think it was a tease.

 

I just realized something interesting and have a scientific proposition. Even as I typed it, the concept of time seeming to stop or slow down sounded silly. But it definitely seemed real AND it might make sense. An experiment was done that measured the frame rate of the subject's vision as they experienced a thrill - a perceived threat. It was found that we process visual information faster during moments of peak stress, such as during an auto accident; or if being chased by a lion. This may explain why time seems to slow down at times. In some respects at least, our brains are working faster than normal.

This all relates to the fight or flight response.

https://cmhc.utexas.edu/stressrecess/Level_One/fof.html

Sound familiar? Sounds a lot like falling in love to me. Perhaps the sense of time stopping when engaged in romance, is related to the increased frame rate during the fight or flight response. Perhaps during moments of heightened emotions, our brains are processing information more quickly, so our sense of time gets distorted, just as if we were being chased by a lion!

 

I'll be totally honest. I think the OP is lying about his extra curricular activities. I think his 2nd life and other secrets are mostly made up and exaggerated because his real secret and his real 2nd life is an online persona. Besides, I have seen things like this before with people online. The wanna be "James Bond" types. He contradicts himself too much and made some errors in his stories and posts. I will not point them out though, I'll just let it be. Live and let live.

Good thread, keep the fantasy alive.

 

I understand people having doubts but I defy you to find one contradiction. That is a lie. There are no contradictions because I told it as it happened. Post one example.

What I find most fascinating is that my life is so interesting now that people don't believe it! Not bad for a guy who was holding a gun to his own head 6 years ago.

 

She was over last night and I mentioned this moment. She immediately knew what I meant. She said she was surprised and she did feel it. So whatever it is, the magic is mutual and I read the situation exactly right.

We are getting close very quickly. Our conversations are easy and natural. Time flies. The sex is awesome and she is highly driven. She will be staying the night next time. I don't know if I will fall in love but I am feeling very close - that special connection I've been working so hard to find.

Last time she indicated that she wants to do a threesome. She's never been with another woman but wants to try it. I mentioned it last night thinking this was just something for later. But she's all excited about it and wants to do it soon. I know a few women who might be willing so I guess I have to start planning. Oh darn!

 

I believe the point is that none of us much care if you enjoy depositing your fantasies here, but none of us are fooled into accepting them as truth. Those of us who actually do have experience with women and relationships find much of what you type to be unlikely at best, purposeful lies at worst....yet there is more pity than anger created.
Granted there is interest generated but it is unlikely to be what you hope for...Even in my Heavy Metal band days I seldom played as you pretend to.

 

I'm sorry your life is so sad that you think I would make this all up.

 

You can learn from my experiences or live in denial and bury your heads.

I noticed that no one even attempted to demonstrate that there are contradictions. So why does a person feel compelled to lie and claim it is full of contradictions?

One word: Denial.

 

I appreciate your concern but it is unwarranted.

 

Then why are you even taking the time to respond if you think it's all a lie?

The fact is, I have said nothing fantastic here. What is not believable?

What bothers people are the implications.

 

For much the same reason you post your "Interesting" stories. I find much of your sexual fantasy posting to be unbelievable but honestly do not care if they are jerk off materials or diary chapters....I have noted that most men who feel the need to "Explain" their virility do not possess it and are less than attractive to the women they claim to know.

 

What have I said that is unbelievable? You don't believe in sugar babies? Get a grip! This [sugar daddy/sugar baby] is a HUGE alternative lifestyle. There are probably millions of stories like mine out there. You could join a site and see for yourself in ten minutes.

Man spends his money on women: News at 11!

 

I am telling you it is possible to have a close, rewarding, meaningful sd/sb relationship.

And I am telling you it is better than being alone. In my case, I also find it preferable to marriage.

I am also telling you it takes a lot of work to find something meaningful. But in the mean time, you get to have sex with a lot of beautiful women. Not a bad deal!

Lastly, they are women just like any other women. If you want the prize, you have to earn it. No one wants to date a fat slob. Sugar babies and even escorts are no different.

 

I almost forgot the most important point! In order to do what I do, you have to approach love with reckless abandon. You have to leave your heart open, be vulnerable, be willing to fall in love, all while knowing that you can't keep her and you'll have to let her go.

If you think this is some kind of fantasy, you have a lot to learn. Letting number one go was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But in the end it was worth it. Three years of the greatest love I've ever known, is worth all the heartbreak of letting go. In the long view, my life is better for having known her; for having loved her with all my heart, for still loving her with all my heart. That is the key to everything.

 

...all while trying to walk a minefield with blinders on. They want you to care about them, but not too much, and not too little.

 

The hell of it is, that's the best case scenario.

 

Why do you care so much whether people on this forum believe you?

Also, why the hell are you 'falling in love' with your whore? That's just a recipe for disaster, man.

 

Well that says it all, really, doesn't it?

 

I reckon 'the harder you beat 'em the better they be' meself!

 

Your avatar -

 

That's partly true.
Actually the drive to provide for your children is stronger.

 

I'm falling in love again. And for the first time in five years, someone besides my first sugar baby has stolen my heart. YAY! After over two years someone has cured me of my broken heart for Number One. She is 26, beautiful, full of life, full of love.

This was different than other relationship from the first moment. For starters, she hit on me without having a photo. She read my profile and wanted to meet. I agreed to meet without even asking for her photos. She was so intelligent and friendly and funny that I wanted to meet just based on her messages. So we surprised each other right away. Normally nobody does anything without a photo first. That is rule number one. But for some reason... we just ignored it. We had three wonderful dinner dates before sleeping together and closed down the restaurant each time. Time flew. And the sex was awesome from the first. We are truly compatible in every way. That was several months ago and it just keeps getting better and better. We recently took a trip and had a fantastic time. By the end of the trip I was falling in love. And if she isn't there yet, she is close.

She has quickly grown to show me more affection than anyone has in 30 years. She is constantly expressing her surprise at how much she enjoys being together. We spend far more time together than discussed. We laugh a lot and share a common sense of humor. She is incredibly talented and has wowed me with her rare abilities, both musically and in other creative terms. She is a concert-level classically-trained pianist [started studying the piano at age 3!]. And she is a free spirit - a true joy to be with.

She is constantly kissing me on the cheek or neck, or reaching out to hold my hand. It feels so good to be with her. My crazy plan worked. I found something truly meaningful.

It may or may not last. It depends a lot on her career right now. But it could last for a long time. We have discussed the possibility of this lasting for years.