Even within the family of God, there are enemies, it seems.. All the families of the Earth under heaven is named after Him. Ephesians 3:15 "Of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named," Ephesians 3:14 "For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,"
What eyes have seen and the heart imagined To all that is visibly seen and known and to the things which are neglected from being seen and known of. Why would I have jocularity to myself knowing of all the foolishness and yet still claiming all is well? The blatantly refusing ones promulgate the act of blindness in foolishness. I did not know.. Noone informed me. I am not guilty. I am blameless. 2 Timothy 3:6-7 "For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts, Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth."
Regarding the 'feel good' of sexual pleasure.. Just like with everything else, the 'feeling good' part comes after much participation. Alcohol when first consumed is not 'good', marijuana when first smoked is not 'good', drugs when first partaken of is not 'good', sex when first partaken of is not 'good'. The 'feeling good' part comes after much participation. Masturbation when first partaken of is not 'good'.
When I was a child I drank 3 different liquors: wine, beer and strong drink. For me, wine was the easiest, then strong drink then beer. percent to percent. 1 fluid ounce of wine at 12 proof or so .3 fluid ounce of strong drink at 40 proof or so 2 fluid ounces of beer at 6 percent or so But then again, maybe they were all kind of the same.
Might I recommend you avoid anything that feels good and seek some kind of mental assistance as soon as possible?
This is the kind of idiotic drivel the puritans, the "pilgrims" were exiled from England for trying to force on everyone else, that anything that gives one pleasure and is enjoyable is a sin.